That flavor of nothing NOW!!

Back in November the 12th 

When i thot my happiness had the name 

of  a liar

when i was to fold my heart 

just for a sight 

and today 

when im dying 

when i feel i cant look up 

when i just give the liberty to that someone 

to forget of me 

to decide 

and pretty sure that 

i lost 

when after  all that discussion

a piece of trash came to me 

i just try to think 

positively 

and maybe just maybe 

out there 

after the time pass 

after my skin heal again

after the life, my destiny 

the stars 

decide to let me continue 

maybe ill find the way to live 

maybe alone 

or someone will give me 

his own breath on my face to kill me again 

afterr a while...

Piedelmundo

There is people i dont  them to ask 

about you 

when they ask about you 

they offend me 

not because i dont want to talk of you 

because your name in their mouth is like 

something that hit my face 

hurt me 

a terrible pain i cant scape of 

because i miss you 

because i need you 

no, i dont need your money 

or any material help from you 

i just need you 

as that someone i can share my life with 

everymoment 

every fear 

every instant of my life 

something simple or complicated 

you were always there to hear me 

and to support me 

i dont even need you to come 

i just need to know you love me .

am i that bad 

im asking because everytime 

i argue with you 

even when i knew about your family

i got mad 

but then i continued with the relationship 

because you were not that bad 

but there are many, many letters 

telling you what i feel and how i miss you 

but there is no hope for me...

my only hope is to enjoy 

my mind thinking of you 

and try to b happy 

Piedelmundo