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E-Portfolios:

Hi Everyone!!

As some of you know I´m not a Teacher, I´m trying to learn how to teach english, so... I can´t share  about what I have done as a teacher but what I can say about the reading of this week is that the ways of teaching english these days have changed, the ways to evaluate students has too and I´m glad because the students have more chances to practice, they don´t need to be so afraid of the evaluation since it doesn´t  require to be a final test with a hundred of questions of a language they don´t understand.
The Portfolio is a system where the student can evaluate himslf and the teacher will have the student knowledge situation updated and handy.
Oral reports are more difficult for the students as I have seen with some friends (teachers), I asked to the students their experiences and how they felt when performing or even before,and the response I got was that  their real fears were to be laughed at because of the pronunciation. 

Sorry, I know the topic here is the E- Portfolios but I just wanted to make a point on something that is important for the students and encourage the teachers to  practice more on the speaking.

The Big Homework!!

Hi Guys,
Well I don´t know if I should feel relieved or more nervous since you all experienced teachers have found the lesson plan complicated and I´m not even a teacher and don´t really know where to start, I´m reading more for this than for my law classes
This teaching world is bigger than what i thought, I hope it doesn´t drown me.
I just downloaded the files, will stop reading on other lesson plans resources and will  start reading and working on my lesson plan!!

Because of the way I write there they should be laughing and critizicing every word, finding my poor level thinking i´m the first who needs to take an english course...

Me?? I´m just taking this as it is... something I love, something I want to do for myself at the same time I´m nervous and want to work on it seriously and findout if I´m able to get graded 

I want to overcome myself!!

Piedelmundo!!

Some Wind... Some leaves

 Can´t remember when, I was walking through a park and saw some leaves falling from the trees, not big leaves, little petals and leaves flying around, why I didn´t take my phone out to take a picture? jm... because!!

Missing going on walks through the city with my music, taking notes of what I want to write and now thinking about that I feel I´m getting ready, I feel my wings dry again, I might not have a large smile but a nice sincere one. 

Standing by the window looking out, away from the noise enjoying my own noise; singing; dancing; writing on my wall ,writing on my hands pieces of what i feel, dream, desire etc, etc, etc...

Me alone?? Yes!!! or not??
Sometime before I thought that to be alone was not to be without anybody around you, to be alone is to be without the one you want to be with
so... Me alone?? no... I´m not waiting for anybody or missing someone, even when on my bed is only my pillow sharing space with me... I think I learned very well the lesson that says "Better to be alone than in bad company"  Ha, I sure did!! But that is not the topic now...

Can´t wait to go with my music, analizing the people around, feeling the wind, smelling the flowers and Writing but writing the way I did before... writing about the city, to the sea, about the music I love, about everything and nothing that touched me, can´t wait to sit in a coffee shop and create a story about the couple on the table next to me and leave a napkin with a smily face and a kiss with my lipstick in the napkin holder hahahahhaha... would love to see the face of the one who take that napkin... would that napkin make someone smile or ?? ahahahhahah who knows...

I surpised myself dancing alone and singing... just miss going on those walks with my sunglasses through the city, to the beach, with my music and my notebook 

All that noise out there and I finally fixed my blue bubble

I might go to the park tomorrow again... love these windy days... love those petals and leaves falling 
Love this little smile on my face!!

Oh.. is Carnaval... let´s see if I go to the park or if I write about something more noisy 
hahahaha You know...U never know!!

I will leave it there!!

Piedelmundo!!!

aaahhhhhh... Disappointed!!

Today... 
when my computer decided to shut off... ahahhahahah i really didn´t care... who i was talking with i didn´t care, took all my time to relax, watch a movie, turned on my laptop again, ran the antivirus, forgot about the ones i was talking with and when i was finally able to use the laptop again.. surprise surprise... hahhahahhahahahahh i got deleted and blocked... Really?? Really?? Oh come on... that person said he didn´t care about the impresion i could have about him bcz he is too confident with him slf... and he deleted and blocked me bcz i didnt add him to my fb rite away... well, (here i can say it...) ugly as beating ur mother, but  i was to add him to my fb anyways... hahahahahhahahah 

Ok but this is not about laughing of people who definitely have problems with their own mirror...
Is about being disappointed bcz how or why people can judge other people based on nothing... why not to wait??  why not to be clear from the beggining and stop wondering what are the intentions and lose a good friendship just because u made a big castle based on a night of conversation of nothing?? why not to talk, to ask, to find the correct information??

disappointed...
I have to admit... on that new page as the others... nothing good, the regular conversations are.. hi, oh ure so pretty... do u have skype?? and i respond hi... tnk u... eeehhhhmmm Yes but did u read what i have about skype on my profile?? 
then, either latins or europeans are the same   
Oh... mmm Good night
me- ok bye!! 

delete button for them, block button for me.... 
When i left Nala Semma i told him (just to hurt him) "No has perdido lo que nunca te ha pertenecido" "u dont lose what was never yours" 
and by the last experiences i can really tell sometimes things u think or other people think are bad for u and you may suffer... just give ur slf the chance to leave it and u will see how that thing that wasn´t urs u wont miss bcz having it hurts u more...
that´s the case for a long something... but for these guys... Do they really think i care about them deleting me?? i think i will change my profile and place something like... contact for a day... skype?? yes, if u want to see my smiling face,,,  hahahah i have a lot of fun with that people... and that really scare me, just hope i don´t get desperate to get a man as i did on 2013 xmass then i tried to build something with nothing, paid for nothing, and jumped to the destruction for someone who doesn´t  deserve a sight from a real woman... just hope God help and bless him and he stay very very very far from me...

missing my sweet Nala Semma made me lose my direction and got lost on that foggy and crazy day when i pushed my own to that mud... 








Disappointed... with my own... yes, yes,,, with me, with this Vivi... can´t believe how without thinking i can let some words to come out of me... nnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooo... 
now what?? that was already done... i´m wondering if i really missed him to write that... oh come on!!! i admit i missed his eyes and hands... but... 
Well let´s see what happen,,, i´m disappointed with my self bcz of that... very mad!! 
Meow.... 







Ok... This is not time for a movie but who cares...i´m not sleepy and actually have somedays Netflix resting... hahahhaha
Thts the only baby i really love bcz he really know how to please me!! 

Still disappointed with me and people....






Ahhhh... listening Enrique Iglesias: finally found you... let´s see who is the victim i dance that to... hehehhehehehhehehehe  Yes I´m, finally, back!! 


Piedelmundo!!!

Actions...

Now i was to place the pics but decided to erase a lot and leave whatever....

Well... 
I think after all... i have to write

 is very curious to see how things move in here... hahhaha I just wish... mmmm ok i didnt come to write about what i wish  i came to write about what i think!!

 Actions!! ... ???

sometimes we do some things without thinking, without knowing what are the consecunces...

now im losing that joy on writing... 

Just wish God give him all the happiness that makes him forget of my name same way i don´t want to know about him NEVER AGAIN

Trying to have an idea of why i started writing today, I can see December days,
 laughing with Jerry  and still miss Nala Semma 
 really didnt know what to think and told her about Jerry and right after, i got a call from my most recent ex-boyfriend Jerry... and here we go again on those days and actions 

everymoment, everyday, we move, we talk, we do things; if those are mistakes or not we don´t know we just have actions that will have consecuences and will leave remembrances in our minds... good or bad?? i don´t know 
but sometimes some others actions that we see as bad are the best for us and make us grow... make us open our arms to our future, make us dance again
life is not pink or blue... everyday comes with a different color... i had a 2013  gray year bcz of my lost, and a 2014 with different 

unfortunately some people just don´t have a mind to don´t be that desconsiderate and selfish and think about their actions... but our eyes never look inside of ourselves but to the others actions...
I´m sorry and at the same time fine without Jerry...

the actions after that indian people contacted me... crazy people,,, hahahha

Well... actions... every step, every word, every sight every move we do are actions that has consecuences
bad or good actions has always different meanings for the others and can result different for ourselves

mmmm 
the good about what i write... have no consecuences anymore, nobody read me, no body is affected with it... have no consecuences!!
or maybe yes... maybe one day i will come back and cry or laugh 

Piedelmundo!!!

De paso

Quiero pensar que algun dia saldre de esto
que no es mi destino 
si no un simple pasaje de mi vida 
que despues habran mejores dias 
que no debere temer 
que podre olvidarme del mundo que me rodea 
y me encontrare contigo

quiero estar de paso 
quiero disfrutar de lo poco 
aprender la leccion para poder disfrutar 
de cada instante cuando todo cambie
cuando ya no este de paso 
cuando mi casa limpia encuentre su ocupante
que le cuidara 
que le amara 
y quien se quedara por siempre 

tal vez esta sed de besos no sea mas que esa leccion 
para poder apreciar las mieles cuando las tenga en mis labios 
este frio de abrazos 
sera el que me enseñe a apreciar el calor de un abrazo verdadero 
esta soledad acompañada 
es la enseñanza de apreciar las carcajadas 
y esa mano sosteniendo mi mano 
que este desamor me enseñe a apreciar el amor 
y a encontrarlo cuando me sea dado nuevamente 

por que esta vida sin vida no puede ser mas que un momento de paso 
una pesadilla de la cual no logro despertar 
un trago amargo pero  pasajero 
un tropezon de mi vida 
un rato 
un paso 
un instante 
una noche enferma 
tiene que ser solo un paso 
por que no se puede vivir sin vida 
no hay amor sin amor 
no hay calor en el frio 
no se puede vivir la vida ciega 
cuando vemos la realidad 

y asi como creemos que despues de la vida 
debe haber algo que no sabemos 
despues de tanta tristeza 
de tanta soledad 
despues debe haber algo 
algo bueno 
por que ya no hay nada mas malo 

que podria haber mas malo 
que tener que soportar el desamor
saber que nisiquiera merecemos respeto
y tener que vivir con ello 

no tener las alas para volar lejos 
no tener las fuerzas para echar todo al olvido 
mirar la realidad y simplemente seguir haciendonos las tontas 


no no podria haber nada mas malo
y si no hay mas mal 
debe venir cosas maravillosas 
debo encontrar esos ojos que me buscan 
debo encontrar esos labios 
debo ser alcanzada por esos brazos 
debo ser amada y amar 


yo se que esto no puede ser mas que un paso
una leccion 
un momento de mi vida 
para que pueda apreciar las cosas buenas 
cuando lleguen a mi vida
cuando te encuentre 
y sepa que eres para siempre!! 

Piedelmundo...

Hasta cuando??

En estos dias en ke no tengo nada 
ke mi vida no es mas ke un estupido caos 
ni sikiera puedo decir ke tengo una casa 
solo un espacio ke no me pertenece
solo un lugar donde estar mientras llega el dia en ke deba marchar 

sin hogar, sin trabajo, sin familia, sin nada  
y hasta sin Dios...

Por ke no puedo reir si le precede a mi risa un mar de lagrimas
y es por la misma unica razon...
si anteriormente llore por no poder caminar con mi cabeza en alto
ahora nisiquiera puedo pensar 
solo voy como un pedazo de carne viviente 
sin derecho de decidir por si misma
sin derecho de preguntarme a mi misma
hasta cuando? 
si aun cuando desease tomar la decision de preguntarmelo 
corriendo el riesgo de no tener respuesta 
temo darmela si sera una respuesta alimentada por el coraje 
ke despues de unos instantes y ante mi realidad solo me llenara de mas tristeza 
y volvere a ahogarme en mi propio llanto
volvere a agonizar sintiendo mi corazon volando en mil pedazos
volvere a sentirme enferma, sin fuerza, sin direccion, sin calma alguna

y nisiquiera tengo a Dios para pensar que todo va a mejorar 
Si esta tan lejos de mi 
tan callado
tan ocupado en sus cosas 
ke no me keda mas ke seguir en este fango
sin pensar 
sin tratar siquiera preguntarme 

HASTA CUANDO??

Piedelmundo...

Status of Happiness...

One time when i used to cry  night and day 
when every smile had sense for me and every word had a name 

One time when i used to walk and feel lost 
when every moment lived and loved was all i had and all i had was that month with a name on it 

One time when i dreamed
when i thot there was happiness waiting for me 
when i trusted the future and it promises  as 
something with smiles and joy 

That time when my life was simple and happy
when i used to laugh 
when i used to cry 
when i used to live 
when i used to trust in destiny 
i thot i had that status of happiness waiting 
that situation of never crying 
when i was holding that happiness 
when the time was not a bunch of fears 
when i used to laugh
because i was happy 
even crying i was happy 
i was not afraid of anything 
just happy!!

Piedelmundo...