Reconsideration...

What have to reconcider?
Dont I have an opinion?
Am I an ugly doll that is waiting for a decision?
Everyday...
Every hour just goes by  
and I´m not crying and just waiting for any chance 
or anything that shows a little of you
Any interest...
No, I´m not waiting
because I know there is nothing to wait for
I informed my heart you wont come back 
And I´m just living
If you decide to forgive 
If u decide to talk 
I still have to ask to my heart 
if he wants to be hurted again 
by not being loved back 
try to love again  for both of us 

I still have to ask to my mind 
if she is prepared to see
how u throw me out in the night 
and me begging for mercy 

I know i shouldn´t say what i said 
and i did apologize 
i did rectify what i said 
because and just because 
i have to respect 
but where is the respect for me?
where is the respect for my love?
I asked to be threated as a bitch 
in bed 
not in the middle of the night  
being asked to take my stuff and walk down the street 
in the middle of the night 

You have to reconsider about that wound i made on you
where that wound was made?
your head, arm, leg?
because to be giving love for 5 months 
without receiving love back 
and then be threated as a nasty bitch 
made a big wound in my heart

to give my hand 
to give my friendship 
to help 
to give a smile 
yes... i can just give 
and that is already yours 

to give my heart again 
even when he dies to be with u 
and give u my entire life 
i really have to reconsider... 
because 
im not thinking about that 
and im just living 
but when i do 
i cant stop crying... 


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