In My Blue Bubble...

While I was thinking about the tittle for this writing and thinking how I wanted to be in my Blue Bubble... thought how many times I would use the same tittle for different kind of writings... 

I don´t know, but "In My Blue Bubble" has to be the tittle for this writing... Is where I wanted to be today, In My Blue Bubble, hiding my tears, not placing on my face a stupid smile for the world... just needed to hide myself here, out of the noise, out of the sight of the world...

Smiling and singing
as every day...
singing loud to the world
stealing a little of happiness 
wearing those greetings for the others... 
walking on the street breathing my freedom

Smiling and singing
As everyday... 
but suddenly 
that big sun came to my face 
to burn my eyes 
showing me the reality...
I took my pink sunglasses and got them on 
continued smiling 
thinking I would continue stealing that happiness... 

Smiling felt my heart folding and trying to get in my pocket 
to be safe...

Got in that long day of documents, calls, reports 
and other things to do...
untill that tweet....
Yes, that sound of my device... 
and that name...
and a chain of messages 
that stole my smiles
a river of fears and tears 
feeling all the drama inside of me
got the question...

What do you want of that relationship?
What are you looking for on him?

And that answer...

We both are afraid of our lonelinesses 
we both deal with eachother  
to avoid having to deal with our own minds saying we are alone...

And me... what I want of him... 
his tongue telling me the truth 
Is the only one I can trust... 
but...
nothing else... 
Is that enough?


Considering to die alone
I´m here... hiding In My Blue Bubble, where the world can´t see me and judge who or what I am... the world can burn out if I am safe here... 
where I can cry my words and thoughts... 
where I´m myself and the world can´t reach me...


In My Blue Bubble!! 

Piedelmundo...