After and Before!!

While life was passing and i was stuck 

Incredible how life can change in a moment...

U can plan your life and believe 
but the next step u give can kill u 
or can make you live for ever...

the ideal is to live for ever with a smile in your lips and real happiness 

but the truth is that if life is really good 

u will die on the next step with a smile in ur lips without knowing the truth 
but thats a dream 

the reality is that 
the next step will show you the relity that wont make you happy 
and will stay for ever in your mind 
and that life wont stop for a long time 
so u feel you´re miserable for ever...

Well... it was not about that... i trusted God
by then 
now i just ask for mercy...
this life is so long to dont have a happy face for my kids..

Piedelmundo...

You know what day is today...

but 

Today for real is nov 11 

im still kind in the same situation...

sad 

crying for him

praying 

and wishing to have him back 

and if that´s not possible then 

to dont feel all this loneliness and sadness im feeling

today i went to the church and i came back 

with a smile 

but my heart is still missing him 

i posted sum things on my blog 

bcz today he got another of my e-cards 

and i know he wont read that

and that hurt me...

but i know God´s love is bigger than anything 

and i have to belive in God

try to forget every moment i wasted his love 

try to continue living and 

make sure to dont make the same mistakes 

and lose the happiness again...

Today im not that good 

i thot

but God can raise me!!

i trust God!!

piedelmundo...