To take a nap is to go to sleep and let the life pass while you decide to close your eyes to the reality... or is how I see it... I hate to take naps or I did... I know I used to do it but it was because I wanted to let the life and time pass hoping to see a different reality when I open my eyes after the nap... but the reality was even worst, then I thought... Ok at least I had the chance to scape from this for a couple of minutes...
Sorry is the truth... I didnt like to take naps... I did it to scape!
Now days I`m getting up at 5 am then exercising, go to work on a busy environment where I don`t have a minute to rest, then come back, exercise more, prepare for the next day, try to read... make a little of social life and try to go to bed early enough to rest... I take little naps when my body is not able to continue... let the meditation to be longer and take a nap then... is crazy, I`m tired then I take those little naps...
And I love them... I love my naps!!
Living a dream on a present moment, I didn`t want to wake up, I wanted to continue dreaming, laughing and enjoying the sweet flavor of whatever I was having...
But as I called the situation... It was a dream... not thinking about the reality or the future, just the moment of being able to laugh and enjoy what was in my hands...
A dream that had me smiling and dancing all over the place..ç
the sounds of music
the breeze playing with my hair
a kiss waiting
a hug
and that endless laugh...
a dream that got tired of being a dream...
then, the waking up
now... facing the truth
all the silence around
the white walls
where is not a word
bcz it was a dream...
Now I`m taking naps
when some music comes
naps that make me smile
once in a while...
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