Retomar los besos...

Si al terminar con un amor
un amorío
un tormento o lo que sea...
se pudiesen recobrar los besos
recobrar las palabras
esos abrazos
quitar las caricias
y retomar las miradas...

Si tan solo se pudiese sentir ese retomar de todo
tener en nuestros labios esos besos nuevamente
y borrar las huellas de una piel

Iríamos por la calle mirando las personas
y comentaríamos con el de al lado
si de tal o cual persona recuperamos todo
cuan gastados quedaron nuestros besos
 o si no fueron utilizados siquiera

Si tan solo se pudiesen recuperar los besos
esos 5 que te di ya los tendría de vuelta
esos poquitos abrazos
ya estarían en un cajon
pero no es así...
y debo dar por perdidos
mis preciados besos
un par de tardes queriendo amarte
y un millón de miradas acompañadas de todas mis risas 

Te llevas todo eso 
que no tiene valor alguno... 
para ti 
pero para mi...

Piedelmundo...

That, Your Fear...

U look at me... silently
and I can read that fear...
what if...
a couple of words and the same gesture I show
to the world...

that, your fear
of me to get in love with you...
as you were that great man
who feed my mind and soul...
but as before...
too much for our skins...
nothing for our souls

You look at me silently
and I can read that fear...
why not?
I ask to myself...
and staring at you
feel your fear coming on me
and the necesity to leave the environment
the necesity to forget the taste of your sweat
I dress my smiles again
cleaning my body of you...

Reading all your fears
I feel to throw on you all what I think
how I feel about
and what I want
for my life
but...
to feed your fears
all that comes out is a warm smile
and a couple of words followed by a childlish face.
to what  you respond with a kiss on my forehead
saying... 
No, little chinese girl...  
don`t look at me like that... 
or I will fall in love with you! 

Fear of me getting in love with you...
Fear of you...
fear of the world to find out about this
fear of us to fall in this nightmare

U look at me
and I can read that fear...

Piedelmundo...

No Need To Complicate...

I run by your side 

thinking it would be as the pace of 

some Reggae... 

but what I find is a rush...

Those lips talking and picking me up 

That smile... and the form it has

in front of the world, 

those wings...

I open my hands for you 

and after trying to get freedom 

after trying to buy a ticket to a weird world

with the pace of some Reggae ... 

I take your smile

your sights 

your stress 

and offer 

no complications

a short moment for two 

that freedom you can enjoy in a kiss 

I can`t give you the sky 

or a star,

Can`t promise or believe this will last for 

more than a couple of hours every time, 

I don`t overthink 

don`t dream 

just live... 

enjoy your time 

exchange laughters with you 

and continue living...

get surprised with your words 

and continue living...

knitt a moment 

live it with you 

drink your kisses 

cover my body with your hugs 

fly away from the earth 

trying to go with you 

but your mind 

stress and complications 

There is no need to complicate

I don`t need a future with you 

I need you in the present moment

I don`t need the sky 

if you can`t fly with me 

don`t need you thinking of me 

when you`re far from me

want you to stop thinking 

when you`re with me 

and enjoy eachother with me...

Open your mind and forget about the world... 

let life to be good with you

and enjoy

Piedelmundo!!! 

In My Blue Bubble...

While I was thinking about the tittle for this writing and thinking how I wanted to be in my Blue Bubble... thought how many times I would use the same tittle for different kind of writings... 

I don´t know, but "In My Blue Bubble" has to be the tittle for this writing... Is where I wanted to be today, In My Blue Bubble, hiding my tears, not placing on my face a stupid smile for the world... just needed to hide myself here, out of the noise, out of the sight of the world...

Smiling and singing
as every day...
singing loud to the world
stealing a little of happiness 
wearing those greetings for the others... 
walking on the street breathing my freedom

Smiling and singing
As everyday... 
but suddenly 
that big sun came to my face 
to burn my eyes 
showing me the reality...
I took my pink sunglasses and got them on 
continued smiling 
thinking I would continue stealing that happiness... 

Smiling felt my heart folding and trying to get in my pocket 
to be safe...

Got in that long day of documents, calls, reports 
and other things to do...
untill that tweet....
Yes, that sound of my device... 
and that name...
and a chain of messages 
that stole my smiles
a river of fears and tears 
feeling all the drama inside of me
got the question...

What do you want of that relationship?
What are you looking for on him?

And that answer...

We both are afraid of our lonelinesses 
we both deal with eachother  
to avoid having to deal with our own minds saying we are alone...

And me... what I want of him... 
his tongue telling me the truth 
Is the only one I can trust... 
but...
nothing else... 
Is that enough?


Considering to die alone
I´m here... hiding In My Blue Bubble, where the world can´t see me and judge who or what I am... the world can burn out if I am safe here... 
where I can cry my words and thoughts... 
where I´m myself and the world can´t reach me...


In My Blue Bubble!! 

Piedelmundo...

My City...

I had to go to the city I`m from... Barranquilla!
I love my city and I recall when I was a little girl, I used to think I would never move away from there, but I did to a diferent country.., then I thought if I live in Colombia I would only live in Barranquilla... but things changed in my life and now I`m living in a diferent city...

I had to go to My City, because of certain important things I had to do there... and I got to be very excited when I was going, thinking about my friends, seeing the streets, see and enjoy the weather, the breeze... 

When I got there, I had my eyes very open trying to catch every image and every moment in my mind, I breathe deeply and felt that necesity of being there and never leave... 
I was feeling as when one see an EX and think... Oh Gosh, I like you so much, I need to be with you.... but after a while I faced some situations and thought to my self... Yes, now I remember the reason I left you... 

It doesn`t mean I don`t want to be there and if I have the chance to go back there I would say no, but that I saw the reality in front of me... and for an instant felt thankful of what I have Now...

I love my city and want to share with you some pictures of Barranquilla...

Please enjoy them and fall in love with My City!!

Some videos for you to enjoy... of course of  Barranquilla Singers!!

There are more singers from Barranquilla as Shakira, but this is enough for now...

get to know My City and fall in love with and amazing City called Barranquilla!!

Piedelmundo!!!

Some Bubblegum in My Blue Bubble

On this busy world where life is running and I`m trying to go at it`s pace... I try to live every moment as the last and enjoy it as there is no tomorrow...

Then I heard that commercial... "Hahahahaha" a deep laughter that fills the air and makes me nervous and excited... "Bubblegum... sweet, delicious,... Bubblegum... Juicy... Bubblegum"... I couldn`t stop laughing and feeling the chills on my back... that laughter, that voice...  but my life, and the time to run, to continue...

Feeling my breath leaving me... and my energy to zero, then in the air a noise, a voice... a laughter.... "hahhahahahha... bubblegum... Juicy" and my energy is up to 100% again... I close my eyes and try to imagine that face that owns that voice, that laughter that makes me feel nervous and excited, that takes my breath away and raise my energy again....

Bubblegum... Juicy... 

on my 40`s I hear it  and act like a girl... 
run to my room, jump on my bed smile and imagine that face...
that voice ... when I`m to die out of enery...

Get some Bubblegum in my blue bubble and smile!! 

Piedelmundo...

Life is too good to be true...

Sometimes we are  so focused on what happened in our past or too worried about what could happen next... then we lose that present moment...

These days I`m reading a book... Yes, another book, The Power Of Now!! 

I have noticed this book is to be read slowly and meditating every word, is not like those books we read and leave, then I`m reading it very slow and trying to absorb every part... but what I have noticed is that I was on that mood from before... why to worry so much about the future? what will happen, will happen if I worry or not, then I better enjoy what I have now and live with a positive mind, sometimes we give for granted certain things but it is only necesary a little second for everything to change then, we should not give anything for granted, even if its good or bad...

Now I`m enjoying the fact of writing a couple of letters to a friend without expecting anythig back, I enjoy sending nice voice notes to another friend, watching what is around me when I`m out or even if I`m in the office or in my room... I look around, enjoy and feel greatful of what I have... If I have to cry I let my tears fall, and  might think ¿why? but I know they are teaching me how to appreciate a smile and have wider smiles and loud laughters when I have them.

Got a ride on a motorcycle, the traffic was terrible and I got nervous, turned the mind on for a couple of minutes thinking what if... then I decided to enjoy the moment, enjoy the ride...

After some days, having,  some, non positive situations, today I broke one of my  tooth, I cried bcz I don`t like the idea of having my teeth not looking good, then, still crying, I thought... at least it happened today when I`m going to see my dentist, I was very nervous about but when my dentist saw me he had that big bright smile and gave me a nice greeting, heard me,  treated me as I was his daughter, laughted at me being nervous and made me feel good again, I went back to my office with my teeth fixed and a crooked smile bcz of the anesthesia... I had a busy day, going everywhere to get things done ASAP, and after all I was coming home very tired thinking about what to eat... then I feel my phone ringing and that notification that made me jump on my toes and smile of happiness were there... Heee... after that those little naps and more smiles for me...

Life is too good to be true... since I decided to enjoy the present moment, every nap, I`m living!!

Happiness doesn`t mean to don`t be able to cry or have hard times... 
Happiness comes in little bites 
Happiness is to live and enjoy the present moment!!


Piedelmundo!!