miércoles, 4 de diciembre de 2013

I Q U I T... I don´t understand and i quit!!








Last nite talking with a friend...
a challenge for me 
since he is so handsome 
and the way he is...
is just not what i used to get...
anyway a challenge for me 

then we are talking 
and he made an statement that left me...
surprised!!! 
i almost didnt get the message ...
but this morning 
when i was taking my delicious shower 
that conversation came back to my mind 
and i recall all the last 
experiences...
how i have been trying to find the correct one for me 
counting 
my fingers as names 
i almost finish all of them 


and now i took a desicion..

I      Q U I T ! ! ! 

i have to find the peace in myslf and try to find the way 
to enjoy my loneliness 
try to stop seeing it as loneliness
and enjoy it as a status of happiness...
where i dont need to give explanations to anybody 
and just have to enjoy what i have 
all the blessings 
because it seems to be my destiny...



ok.. but why i quit...
well...
my ex-boy friend left me for a 19 year old girl when he is 54
i think im too old for him being 38... so...
that´s a good reason...   I AM TOO OLD!! 

the guy from Australia... 
he was not sure if he wants a lil girl 17 years old or an Old woman 38 years old...
he is only 49 then he have to see and i think to taste first what he like and what he preffer 
i hope he have another FRIEND  that old, 38 years, since i´m not a soup to be tasted!!


Burningtown guy... he is 45... and he think he is too old for me... 
i told him, no, ure just good, actually too young for what i like but then im sssoooooooooooooo far for him... oh yes...  


like this i can cont counting...





Ireland leprechaun guy... afraid of everything... 







s.c. too smart....



but last nite i got the reason of my friend... 
he is 54 too... we have sum time talking..
he is nice, a total challenge for my mind... 
but his excuse was....
HE IS TOO OLD FOR ME... 
and in 10 years i´ll be a young woman when he is so old...



 I   G I V E  U P !!! 



i should be so ugly that every man is just finding a new excuse to run away from me... 

too old, too far, an option, too risky, not smart enough, and now  IM TOO YOUNG...  yes, sure!!!

i just give up!! 

Piedelmundo...

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