Last nite talking with a friend...
a challenge for me
since he is so handsome
and the way he is...
is just not what i used to get...
anyway a challenge for me
then we are talking
and he made an statement that left me...
surprised!!!
i almost didnt get the message ...
but this morning
when i was taking my delicious shower
that conversation came back to my mind
and i recall all the last
experiences...
how i have been trying to find the correct one for me
counting
my fingers as names
i almost finish all of them
and now i took a desicion..
I Q U I T ! ! !
i have to find the peace in myslf and try to find the way
to enjoy my loneliness
try to stop seeing it as loneliness
and enjoy it as a status of happiness...
where i dont need to give explanations to anybody
and just have to enjoy what i have
all the blessings
because it seems to be my destiny...
ok.. but why i quit...
well...
my ex-boy friend left me for a 19 year old girl when he is 54
i think im too old for him being 38... so...
that´s a good reason... I AM TOO OLD!!
the guy from Australia...
he was not sure if he wants a lil girl 17 years old or an Old woman 38 years old...
he is only 49 then he have to see and i think to taste first what he like and what he preffer
i hope he have another FRIEND that old, 38 years, since i´m not a soup to be tasted!!
Burningtown guy... he is 45... and he think he is too old for me...
i told him, no, ure just good, actually too young for what i like but then im sssoooooooooooooo far for him... oh yes...
like this i can cont counting...
Ireland leprechaun guy... afraid of everything...
s.c. too smart....
but last nite i got the reason of my friend...
he is 54 too... we have sum time talking..
he is nice, a total challenge for my mind...
but his excuse was....
HE IS TOO OLD FOR ME...
and in 10 years i´ll be a young woman when he is so old...
I G I V E U P !!!
i should be so ugly that every man is just finding a new excuse to run away from me...
too old, too far, an option, too risky, not smart enough, and now IM TOO YOUNG... yes, sure!!!
i just give up!!
Piedelmundo...
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