is sad to realize you wont read me...
i dreamed of you...
what i dreamed is not important at all..
and dreaming of you doesnt mean nothing
just that i´m thinking too much of you and that i love you
see you when the destiny wants us together again, while that happens, take care and be happy...
i think it will work for me to stop bothering you
i mean...
to know that u wont read me
wht a big discouragement!!
mmmm :(
by the way... it is october the 5th 6:30 am...
so i just opened my eyes thinking of you
cuz i dreamed of you
Piedelmundo
that e-card was sent back on the 5th of oct and received today the 1st of dec..or ignored today...
now, i dont care that much...
Well... i dont know what happens
I was smiling and flirting with someone
but just yesterday i got his name in my mind again... maybe not with the same strenght like when i sent that e-card...
i stop bothering him and im not looking on his things no more...
im trying to move on
and be focus on my life
but i think is like
this song....
those thots comes and then the smile and that flirty girl just leave for a while...
and the tears soak my face...
i think he was something really important in my life and i will never stop loving him...
or i dont know....
i have to admit...
im enjoying sum green, sweet and flirty eyes...
an angel and a devil at once..
someone who is a challenge for me...
not just a simple mind
that lies to me when it has a lot of things against me..
and want to punish me for every word...
not just a sweet smile
that hides a terrible word to hurt me...
im enjoying that kiss in the morning
and that long hug at night...
the first and the last thot
but his name comes to show me the life is not a tale and that smiles can be stolen in a second...
Piedelmundo...
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