Die of sadness today... / Morir de tristeza hoy...

Kiero escribir y morir de tristeza hoy,
mañana atacarme de alegrias 
reir tanto ke olvide el sabor de mis lagrimas 
y dormir abrazada a mi futuro con una sonrisa!!!
no kiero reir hoy cuando muere el dia 
y mañana bañarme en lagrimas 
kiero escribir y morir de tristeza hoy
mañana atacar mi vida entre carcajadas!!!



One time I said... I´m nervous of laughing
because after all this joy, I´ll be crying and tasting the salty flavor of my own tears 
and that´s exactly what happened... 
i laughted as the happiness would finish that time 
and after that i saw my destiny behind the courtain of my tears 
without any hope of happiness...


I just want to write and die of sadness today...
tomorrow attack myself with happiness 
i just want to laugh that much that i will forget the flavor of my tears 
and sleep hugging my future with a smile!!
i dont want to laugh today when the day is dying
and tomorrow be soaked by my tears
I just want to write and die of sadness today
tomorrow attack myself with laughters 

I just want to feel all that sadness of your absense 
write and cry or cry and write... 
write on every and with every tear your name 
cry out loud because of you,
because of my heartbreak 
feel the duel of you
realize that my spirit is totally dead 
and you are the reason
intoxicate my soul till the sun is out again
drink every tear and get drunk loving u 
i just want to write tonite 
feel that pain and die 
kill myself of sadness 
knowing that i wont have you again
that there are not enough tears in my eyes 
that there are not enough words i can say 
on your languaje or mine 
for you to forgive me...

I just want to die of sadness today
but tomorrow be able to laugh
dance and sing 
because i am alive 
and the future is just waiting 
for me to give him a kiss 
feel how the sun evaporate my tears 
and shower of joy my whole body
laugh and sing or sing and dance
writing on the floor my own name 
be able to open my arms for a hug and be sure that 
I´ll find more than one hug back 
just want to drink the sweet flavor of that happiness 
and get drunk with new kisses on my lips
that wont go away 

I just want to die of sadness today 
to live bcz of the happiness tomorrow!!!

Piedelmundo...