vanishing....

I thot it was harder 
i thot i was to be punished with a thousand  of faces of new girl friends, loves, dates, kisses 
and more 
But i just realized that ure vanished...
there is not a word 
not a picture 
nothing that shows if ure alive...

just noticed that im not punished by ur posts 
not punished bcz of a face of a new girl in ur life 
im punished bcz ure vanished 
ur name doest appear anymore 
my blood doesnt come to my head 
is just a cold feeling of that nothing
nothing of u 

I thot it was harder to erase  you from my wall
thot i was to see your name everywhere 
and cry bcz that would be reminding me about  u all the time 
but ur name doesnt come at all 
there is nothing showing ur name 
ure erased... 
youre there but 
not coming to my wall

I know is the best 
for me to dont see u 
or know what happen  with u

but...
if i see you  
or if i dont 
im hurted...
if i see you i may die 
and if i dont i sure will 

looking for u i find my own face 
on a happiness 
on a kiss 
and wonder how 
or when my face willl be erased from your wall...
All the pictures 
one by one 
or all at once??

the difference... 
i can be there... but im vanished... 
im just a face of someone 
someone that never touched your soul 
you dont need to rush your heart to erase me 
waiting for the moment to delete me from your walls 
me...
i dont have you on my wall 
i have you in my heart 
and now i have to rush 
to delete you 
before you decide to change the pictures 
if u are going to 
before you have a new name to talk about 
before i dress the truth  
and die...

I just realized,
U got totally erased from my wall...
Ur name doesnt come up 
Ure vanished...
but i have to erase you from my heart 
to stop this pain
before U come up again 
and kill me!!

Piedelmundo...