My Question...

My question...

When did i stop writting 

he mite be thinking that i still care about him

and want him back

which is not the case, 

i did write these postdated cards only 

but my feelings  now are totally different

Today is october the 10th 2013...

there are many reasons i dont want to write this

1) wont be read

2) have to be in english

3) dont want to cont crying 

4) and more... 

How i feel?? sad... before i was sad to give my words and dont get any response 

then i asked to dont be read  and i got a response... 

now my word dont get read 

then 

why to write? is like to waste the mind

waste the tears 

waste a life when maybe out there 

i can find some eyes that want to read my smiles

some eyes that want to respond...

but is not easy when i see those eyes everywhere and 

my fingers want to write for you 

now i can tell 

i am cleaning my house and closing my windows 

not to leave...

i will be there 

but not waiting for you

just waiting for my self to decide how i am going to stop crying for you

if one day 

you decide to visit me...

dont even ask 

just push the door 

i mite be there smiling 

if not 

is because im already dead... 

love you!!

Piedelmundo...