Not 2 years after ;) ;) ;)

It was written back on Oct 4th...
Well...
Im glad at this point i´m ok
and not years after that 
Im smiling, 
looking forward to live 
my needs doesnt have the same name anymore 
and actually dont even think about him!!

Sometimes we, just, feel
life is unfair and that we will  never get up again
But one day
our luck, life and destiny change
with all our fears, 
we start living 
start walking again.
then somehow 
that pain is over 
and our heart decide to take the risk to love again  
we take the risk to live!!!

Well...

i never asked for something and cry for being heard 

and my words followed as demand...

but is better or is what i want to think...

i had a little hope  

now 

i have a smile 

because you were reading me 

and lots of tears 

because every word i will say 

wont be read 

all my feelings will go to the air 

and get lost...

you wont read me anymore 

and wont know  how i love you...

but i know u loved me 

i know since you are helping me

that´s what i asked for...

those words are so beautifull and i was so glad 

you were reading me 

but 

if they´re not doing anything

if they´re not reaching your heart 

just feeding your curiosity 

they come to be like a terrible joke 

nobody wants to say 

and no one wants to hear 

maybe one day...

in a couple of years i´ll come back to my words 

and cry again because they´re full of love 

but u didnt care of them 

or 

maybe one day 

in a couple of years or more 

i´ll come to them and be glad u never read them 

because we both found happiness...

wish the 2nd option

these days a friend told me  (no, i mite be sick of stupidness but im not ugly) 

i see you everywhere 

because i compare you with everybody!! 

i know 

im looking for you 

and dont let anybody to come in my life... 

avoid eye contact 

avoid smiles...

 i know i dont compare you 

and is not my fault if english is a short languaje...

but now on 

if someone remind me of you 

i´ll smile because you were the best thing i ever had

and think

maybe there is someone else for me

that can make me happy!! 

i hope... 

Piedelmundo!!