Askeada... girones de mi

I really don´t know what is the most disgusting part of all the story...
Well.. this is not even a story
but is the way my mind wants to recreate those moments 
to disguise how terrible it could be...

for some people that situation of being a woman is a position to take advantage, the oportunity to use what I am and get whatever I want...

for me that situation of being a vulnerable sheep sorounded by wolves showing their teeth.
me a vulnerable sheep behid the veil of a smile that assent everything they say but doesn´t say when...

wolves showing their sheep vest, with a smile, friendly words and noble acts, leaving a message under the words when no one can hear them...
wolves, pushing me with their gentle paw...


The worst part of that situation... 
the fact of having to keep everything for myself
hear all those words
feel disgusted for me and for the wolf couple, who is disrespected in front of my eyes..

The worst part of that situation is to keep everything for myself 
because nobody will feel the same
I will be judged for being single
because they are wolves 
and I´m a sheep

The real worst part of everything 
is to know I´m a human 
I´m a woman with rights 
but I´m judged as that´s my fault for being 
a woman
and being single...

Piedelmundo...