Vivir mi vida...

Propietaria de nada ni de mí

I took a decision  days ago...

Yes, I have been pushed, pulled, turned, touched and pushed again
Being on re-construction, I have been analizing everything better
Trying to keep my eyes open
trying to stay awake and alive
I guess this is what I have to  live to continue...

What I am now??
A big mess of confusion
Don´t know where I am going to be the next week
Don´t know if I will be glad for everything 
But...
I wont regret anything

This is my time to live ...

Now!!

I´m very afraid of what is coming after 
but 
I wont look back for anything
If I have the chance to be happy 
at least for a couple of minutes 
I will make sure my laughter is loud enough 
and my cheeks are all stretched !!

Yes... 
I´m confused 
but...
being confused doesn´t mean 
I have to stay in my blue bubble 
waiting for that right moment that would never come 

This is my time 
to live my life 
to walk out and let my destiny
lead my steps
I just have to try to continue being complete 
continue living
and live my life!


I don´t know, I´m not sure 
what is coming the next days...
I know I will miss 
I might cry
I could feel is not fair to suffer 
but I wont regret anything...

Afraid of what is coming...
I will take my life in a back pack 
and will start walking 
Just hope 
I continue being complete 
and continue living!!

From now on 
I will live my life!!

Ok... 
Confused as I was when I started writing
or even more 
I will leave it here...

Piedelmundo...