pero debo estar pendiente de mi proceso personal
ni siquiera tengo palabras...
2013 fue horrible but GOOONNNNEEEE!!
2014 el peor episodio de mi vida... Yes and I´m so happy ure already behind in my past that would not come back to me!! (translate this song, is what i feel)
2015 sentir mi mente desubicada...
ke es esto??
NNNNNNOOOOOOO... TENGO KE SOBREPONERME Y SALIR ADELANTE!!
capaz de salir de esta locura
ver el sol y sonreirle a la vida!!
me estoy kedando sin pies con ke andar
seguramente por ke es hora de volar!!
no tengo palabras.. solo un poco de imagenes que hablan de lo ke debo hacer
Hahahahhahahahahah!!
y tomo como background estos videos!!
ESE SI, KE VENGA A JUGAR CON MI MENTE, ME MIENTA, ME PONGA LOS CACHOS, PERO KE TODAS LAS NOCHES ME CANTE UNA CANCIÓN AL OIDO!!
Hahahaha... llegando a mis 40´s
hahahhahahhahaha muero de risa!!
2014 was the worst time of your life? How? Look back at what you wrote. apparently it was all lies? even in your own blog - all lies? Why? What was the point of writing lies in your own blog? If life was so bad with me why did you look me in the eyes and say "I love you"? Why did you say "yes" when I asked you to marry me?
ResponderEliminarYour smiles, your happiness, when we were in Santa Marta, was just lies? Your smiles, your happiness, when we walked the Boca de Ceniza, was just lies? Your smiles, your happiness, when we walked the beaches in Puerto Colombia, was just lies? Honestly?
Were your words, all your words, for 11 months, all nothing but lies? Look at what you wrote, you even wrote how you do not liars. You wrote "blue bubble, green bubble", apparently that was all lies. You have some of my words in your blogs, but why? I am not asking that you remove them, on the contrary, keep them as a remembrance of my love for you. You feel that year was the worst year of your life? It doesn't make any sense, what you write now, and in the last few months, compared to what your wrote the past year when we were together.
Yet, apparently, our 11 months together was nothing but one big, long lie - from you. I never lied to you about anything. I wanted you to be a part of my life. I loved you. Your words in your blogs, all lies. What a shame. You had me fooled for 11 months. Why? What was your reason for being with me and lieing to me the entire time? What did you think you were going to gain from it?
I once told you "there is always hope". And you replied "no, there isn't". Well, I guess, based on what you have written these last few months, I was wrong. It's unfortunate, but apparently, you were right - there is not always hope, for you. For me, there is hope, Vivi, there is always hope. Without hope there is no life, only a living death. That is not for me. I know there is hope. Is there hope for you?
I, to this day, don't even know the reason why you blew up at me that night in November. I wish I did, so I would know if there was a way to fix it. But does it matter any more? If I asked you, what would you say? Would your words be honest? True? or lies? I wouldn't know. I would have no way of knowing what is the truth from you. How sad.
I won't be reading your blog anymore, so this is goodbye, once and for all. I expect, based on what you write, you will be very happy with that. For me, it is difficult. I loved you. I guess I still do, or at least I still have strong feelings for you, positive feelings sweetheart, not negative feelings. You see, I am able to forgive and move on (I have not yet moved on to another woman, I don't do rebound relationships, they only end in broken hearts). I don't let the past eat me alive, from the inside out. I hope some day you can also let go of the past and stop letting it eat you from the inside out. It is making you a bitter person, and that will show thru to the outside.
I know I will, most likely, never see you again as you are no longer in B'quilla. I will miss seeing your beautiful smile, though I might have one or two pictures on my computer, somewhere. Yes, I just found two, from Santa Marta. I do have good memories of you, and will keep those two pictures because they represent good memories of us. I do hope the best for you and your family.
Take care of yourself.
Xip
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