Sometimes i´m out on the street, out of my reality
talking with you
having those long conversations...
i imagine you smiling
and replaying with your particular
phrases...
then i come here to my space
in the earth
then i realize
i was just in a trip in my own mind...
today when the doctor put the patch on my eye
i thot of u looking at me with this...
laughing out loud
and i ran home to show you
then i reminded
there is no more Alan for me
no more laughters of us...
and i...
I am sorry i came in to your life to give you lots of bitterness
but I am more sorry for me
I cant forget of your smile...
maybe one day you´ll find those things that makes me feed a stupid little hope
but for now...
let me tell you
I love you
and if one day
u decide to say hi
in a one, five , ten, or a million of years
I´ll respond with a smile
because as my mom said...
he found the love of his life
i did too...
the difference
mine... is you!!
Piedelmundo...
