Convos...

Sometimes i´m out on the street, out of my reality

talking with you

having those long conversations... 

i imagine you smiling 

and replaying with your particular 

phrases...

then i come here to my space 

in the earth

then i realize 

i was just in a trip in my own mind...

today when the doctor put the patch on my eye 

i thot of u looking at me with this...

laughing out loud 

and i ran home to show you

then i reminded 

there is no more Alan for me 

no more laughters of us...

and i...

I am sorry i came in to your life to give you lots of bitterness 

but I am more sorry for me

I cant forget of your smile...

maybe one day you´ll find those things that makes me feed a stupid little hope 

but for now... 

let me tell you 

I love you 

and if one day 

u decide to say hi 

in a one, five , ten, or a million of years 

I´ll respond with a smile

because as my mom said... 

he found the love of his life

i did too... 

the difference

mine... is you!!

Piedelmundo...