Pray!!!

On a sick day

or a day off 

is when my mind dont let me continue busy 

even if i still have many things to do, 

to think, 

to concern about... 

since i still have to study, 

i have to create arguments of the laws

i have a family...

my mother surgery,

my kids studies and life 

and myslf 

my illness 

my back pain

my eye scratched 

my headaches 

But you decided to pray against me  and I am off on a sick day...

and here i am sick, but with a healthy tonge and hands 

to tell you 

how i miss you 

to write all my feelings for you and then bother you 

when i should be busy at work

thinking of you but unable to write what i feel 

when i should be busy running to catch a bus and go to the university 

unable to even hear a song that remind me of you 

hearing all the laws 

all the cases before i decided to study logic 

pushing back the time because i dont have time enough to sleep 

Then pray...

pray for me to be healthy 

pray for all my problems to go away 

pray because if i dont have time off i wont bother you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S1eo7uWm7w

I know you love me... 

I know you do

but you are loyal 

to your self and to the one by your side 

and you wont say nothing different than what your positive law says 

you must be loyal and care of your slf and of those by your side 

but inside of you in your own quiet place when you turn off all the lights 

the natura lawl that lives in your heart 

whisper to your mind that you would never forget of me 

because you know i loved you and wanted you more than nothing else 

and all i said

and all i made 

i did for you 

because of the passion 

because of the feelings i have in my heart 

and push my hands to write 

even when i wont get a response from you 

and you like me 

in the darkness....

dream and want to believe there is a meaning on the signals 

but when the sun rise 

when the people ask 

when we have to show our faces to the world who saw us suffering and crying for each other

then... 

you only 

dress yourslf of that positive law that makes you loyal...

me... i believe in my natural law 

and  keep quiet for now 

because i cant cry, or fight when i´m alone in front of the world... 

i already cursed myslf and dont need them to curse on me...

I have to do 

what they expect 

and keep my mind busy 

and keep you away of my presence

but one day... 

even if its at the end of my life 

Ill show all and the world will know 

i never loved anybody else but you!!

Piedelmundo..

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