Those days...

This is one of those days 

when i open my eyes  and instead of saying 

tnk God for waking me up 

I say your name... 

I dont try to look on my phn 

cuz i know there wont be anything from you

This is one of those grey days 

I know the clouds are keeping the water 

because i´m holding my tears 

the breeze is cold 

and i want to think 

if i close my eyes and wish hard 

i´ll feel your arms around me 

This is one of those days 

i miss you more

cant stop thinking of you 

One of those days

i want to love you more 

to stop bothering you 

but no...

i´m sorry... 

i cant!! 

you are the one  

who loved the most

the problem is 

when i flew away from your arms 

i thot i did 

for our happiness 

i thot i  did cuz i felt alone 

once out there 

i realized 

Now i am really alone 

cuz im without you 

being alone is not being without anybody around you...

being alone is being without the one you need with you!! 

there is a kids song... called mrs Santa ana 

it says:

Mrs Santana why the baby is crying?

because of an apple he lost 

i´ll give him one, i´ll give him two 

i dont want, one, i dont want two 

i want the apple i have lost!!

sorry... 

i dont need  friends around me, i dont even need my family 

i need you with me!! 

Sorry but...

I know at the last moment of my life i´ll rewind the whole history  and i´ll say... yes i made a mistake leaving him, but i still told him all i felt and how i loved him... so i still will die with a tear and a smile !!

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