My Pain is not your pain

I was drinking my coffee thinking of you 

opened my laptop to inform you about my sadness 

and i got the wistle from my phone 

i thot... ok i´ll see who is bothering 

is not who i want to txt or call me...

so...

then i realized i just bothered you for the day 

but i still have this feeling inside of me 

I have to admit... i mean in front of you 

because i did last nite for my self 

i have to admit i  was expecting you to at least say hi

then when i opened my eyes today 

after i went back on my sent messages (last nite)

i reminded 

everytime time i told you to finish the relationship 

after a couple of days 

when u called me i replayed and we continued 

because your pain, your laugh, your love 

was mine 

and i felt the same for you 

and couldnt live without 

no, all those feelings were nothing to be capable to live with 

all those feeling were my life 

NO, im NOT asking for you to come back to me as nothing happened 

i was just asking for at least say hi or stop bothering you... 

just to remind you, Im not Paulette 

and i didnt cheat on you

i told you to finish the relationship because i wanted to have you

but you were to buy the airline...

then i realized 

i can go there and cry at your feet 

and you would cont walking 

because my pain is not your pain

I´m crying 

and you dont care

Im thinking of you 

but you´re away 

I wish i can stop writing to you 

but i cant stop loving you

cant stop crying 

cant stop thinking of you

you´re not an inspiration for 

a poem 

you´re my inspiration for life 

you were my inspiration to raise a family

but now you´re my inspiration 

to cry...

I have to get over this... 

i know i must

but for now... 

i cant tell when...

and i will cont writing as i feel sorrow!!

Piedelmundo...

P/s:   I LOVE U AND I WILL 4 EVER!!