Now what??

I have to continue walking??
I have to dress a smile?
I have to live?
I have to try again?

what for?
Now I cant 
destroyed 
In the trash...
i cant even been called God Daughter
he is giving me his back 
he is laughing on me as the rest of the world do

the where can I find a refuge 
where can I hide my face 
if there are no smiles to disguise a tear 
if there is no rain 
the sun is burning my eyes 
and im here 
trying to die ...

Piedelmundo...