Actually this is sept 30th
10 pm
I was in the bus, as usual, thinking of you
then i heard this song without paying attention i heard a certain part and or the whole song...
as a gas invade a laberinth
the sorrow
made with my heart
even if i have eyes and ears
without you the color and sound lose it sense
i dont take out the habit to wait for you
looking by the window
if one day we met
do not respond
to the subtitles you use to see on my smile
i´ll tell you im ok
i´ll deny im crying
i´ll pretend the time healed everything
i cant do anything
is the price to learn to stop crying
and if sometimes
nothing indicate that compensates
i deny to turn
if one day we met
do not respond
to the subtitles you use to see on my smile
i´ll tell you im ok
i´ll deny im crying
i´ll pretend the time healed everything
i really dont forget of you
you were my only way
and your smile
a motive
to be someone better
and if someone tells you
they saw me
as a princess on a tale
there is not need to tell you
those are just tales...
when came home and looked on my e-mails..
i had only one
someone called victoria riley...
when i saw that my whole world turned
i thot that was your girlfriend telling me to dont bother you
i felt sick...
i stared at that without opening for a while... i read all my notifications on fb ...
then i holded my breath and opened that..
i had a headache
then that was a scam message
i thot.. tnk u Jesus... please dont let his girl write me till im ready if you dont want your daughter to die this young...
If one day you decide to say hi...
i´ll have a smile for you!!
with this what i want you to understand is
that i love you so much
and im missing you
today my friend told me i have to realize you would never say hi and i have to try to find someone and stop crying
but how can i make my heart understand that
when i dont have my heart
you have it..
Vivi
P/s : Love you babe!!
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