Before... After!!!

Before... 
i used to write 
i loved to write 
i wrote many many things for many people 
who can come to my life and i just 
will look on their shoes and let them continue walking 
i used to inspirate my mind 
and create a world 
look for beautifull words 
and write...
i loved to write
i loved to feel i was creating something beautifull for me to read again
and feel proud of 
i used to say those were feelings 
but i was smiling 
even when i was writing of tears 
before i used to create a world of beauty 
and call that my writings...


Then i got 

 this in my life 

and now...

After...

To write to you is like bleeding 
leave my life on every word 
see me own blood shed 
on every dot and every coma,
cry and write 
without fears to be discovered on a lie 
because no word 
no phrase 
is an exaggerated  feeling 
to show something beautifull .
everything writen there is true 
and the saddest thing  
is to see how i 
lose my life on every writing 
that will never be read... 

Piedelmundo...