One morning...

Today, November 7th, 2013
at 5:45 am
i opened my eyes and my brain as a computer 
immediately updated me of my situation
Morning time 
early enuf to talk with God 
No, we are not happy
No, no need to say a word 
No, no need to do nothing 
just to realize the truth and try to continue living 
No, no body to think about and smile bcz there is a hope for nothing
Just get up 
get ready 
go to the church for God to help you with this situation
then come back
sleep for a couple of mins 
get up again
go work 

try to eat 
try to smile 
try to work 
breath because your time to leave is not here yet 
and you have a couple of kids that trust you 
yes, the lost is painfull 
but you cant leave your life just bcz 
what about... 
get up, 
get uuppp
GET UP NOW!!

What a fight i have every morning with my brain... 
and....
want to think 
that maybe one morning 
I´ll open my eyes 
and 
the updating will say...

5:45 am,,, Whenever in the future!!

Early enuf to be greatfull with God 
No, no need to say a word 
No, no need to do nothing
Just to realize the truth of your life and live
Enjoy because your time to leave is not here yet...
it feels like heaven but it is not
No, no need to think about nobody´s name, move your hand and touch him 
Yes, you are happy
yes, you have a job 
yes, you... 
Vivian, Vivian??
Are you there??
Awww r you doing that without brushing your teeth first?
Vivian??
Ok... no workout out of the house today for you
you seems to be busy 
Ill update you later...
yes, you can go to the church in the evening 
and yes... with him!!!
mmmmmmmmmmmmm...
another part of the brain wrking...
viiiv.. 
Brain shutted off!!

Piedelmundo!!!