Talking with a
friend today..
She is the one
by my side, btw, she is the one who asked me if you said something for her one
time
Now her
relationship is good, Im glad I had the experience enough to help her
Ok… today she
asked me
Bcz, I was so
sad…
Did you ask
him what is the reason for his actitude?
Did you ask
him why he read your messages but don’t say nothing?
By that moment
I didn’t respond nothing and she had to take her bus
But I answered
those questions to my slf, I imagine you looking at me to kill me if I ask such question…
But, guess
what…
Now youre not
reading me and you will not…
So I can ask
and i´ll receive the same answer
Hun, why?
If many times
we fought and when you called me even when I felt you were not right I didn’t
ignore you
Why if you
read me, why you don’t say nothing even to blame on me?
Why you read
me?
if the reason is that youre that loyal and you have someone why you read me??
This is so
difficult… member I told you im a difficult person??
So… I am
But im willing
to change
I can accept
You spiting in my mouth and hit me everyday if
you just say hi…
I can change
and stop talking
If you come back to me …
Come back to
me… and i´ll be your servant for the rest of my life
I can trade my
life
To be with you
To have you
again…
Anything,
anything for you
To see you
smiling and hear your voice
To touch you
and kiss your hands
To feel your
touch on my skin
To hug you
And taste you
again
Anything
I would trade
all my smiles
To see yours
I can give out
all I have
All I want
Just to feel your
arms around me
Or not even
for that
Just to see
you
behind the
cold screen of my laptop
October 6 2013
It was a
terrible day yesterday,
I woke up
crying because I dreamed of you
And didn’t want
to get up
Didn’t want to
look at my cellphn
Because I knew
there was nothing from you
During my work
time was hard
Because everything
reminded me of you
The names of
my customers
Allan
something
People from
Scarborough
Main
Rochester…
Well… that was a terrible morning
Me trying to
forget and smile
But all my
tears coming at once…
One of my
customers, the one from main,
Asked what
happened
When I asked
for the zip code and I saw the name of that
And my voice
got broken he sd
Is everything
ok?? I replayed,
Yes…
I asked for
the place… he sd yes that´s the area were ill be using my phn the most
Then my system
got frozen I asked him..
Sorry, are you
by the lake?
And he sd yes I
am by the lake
Have you been
here??
I sd, no…
Then I couldn’t
cont talking
And he asked
again
Is everything
ok??
I sd with my
voice broken
Yes, sir
sorry, my system is still frozen I have to open my tools again
Then he said…
No, im asking
if you are ok, I know your system is not that good but I think you´re not good
neither…
I didn’t respond
Then he said
Sorry youre
not ok, God bless you
Then at the
end of the day
Told to my
friend Kelly
Why? What kind
of father is God that enjoy to see me crying?
Im asking him
not to mk me forget about Alan
Not to make me
hate him
Not to make
him come back to me
But to stop
this pain in my heart
But he is not
helping me
I just want to
remind him with a smile without tears
But
I get soaked
of tears without smiles…
She told me…
Sorry my
friend you feel guilty
And this
sorrow wont stop
And the worst
is that you didn’t know how you love him…
Now you
realized you cant live without him
And is now
when you have to try without him…
Today I got up
without tears
I thot of you
and felt how I wanted to…
Not happiness
but no tears.. no terrible pain
Then the
destiny
Came with a phrase
Hay teléfonos, e-mails,
facebook, twitter, whatsapp, cartas, telegramas y señales de humo. Si no te
habla es porque no quiere.
No need to translate since u wont read this….
As my profile picture on fb I got hit on my face and my mouth is
bleeding…
At this moment I wish I get in an accident that erase you from my mind
what I really want??
You back… nothing else
If I don’t have you
Tell me a good reason to continue
Like when you feel under the big foot
of the world
Piedelmundo…
