The first

Love this pic!!

I had to take out the picture...
there is nothing i should remind
my heart is in love.. but i should forget

Piedelmundo...

Tell me now

this is the poem... is so beautifull 

but 

i cant ask you for what it says..

If you're ever going to love me
love me now, while I can know
All the sweet and tender feeling
which from real affection flow.
Love me now, while I am living;
do not wait till I am gone
And then chisel it in marble--
warm love words on ice-cold stone.



If you've dear, sweet thought of me,
why not whisper them to me?
Don't you know 'twould make me happy
and as glad as glad could be?
If you wait till I am sleeping,
ne'er to waken here again,
There'll be walls of earth between us
and I couldn't hear you then.



If you knew someone was thirsting
for a drop of water sweet
Would you be slow to bring it?
Would you step with laggard feet?
There are tender hearts all round us
who are thirsting for our love;
Why withhold from them what nature
makes them crave all else above?



I won't need your kind caresses
when the grass grows o'er my face;
I won't crave your love or kisses
in my last low resting place.
So, then, if you love me any,
if it's but a little bit,
Let me know it now while living;
I can own and treasure it. 

This is not mine... 
but i love it

Piedelmundo...

I love you

but my heart will continue beating for you 

my hands will cont trying to reach you 

my lips will cont waiting for your kisses 

I WILL CONTINUE LOVING YOU 

IF YOU LIKE OR NOT 

I WILL BECAUSE I CANT AND DONT WANT TO FORGET OF YOU 

i will stop bothering you when u tell me to do that 

other than that ill cont!! 

then move to a cave where no e-mail can reach you 

or to the moon and i will write on the earth that i love you for you to see that every night

Lyrics for you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0a9HLj40iQ

I have a poor heart

sometimes broken, turned off

 but never gave up

surrounded of paperboard stars, i lost my ilusion of an Angel to come, 

raise me

and ask me to love him 

suddenly a lucky day i met you 

you came across my way 

now i believe the destiny

to have you 

for ever with me

but more luck is to love  you and you to feel the same 

voices say this crazy love 

doesn´t have solution

that your world 

and my world don´t 

that your wolrld and my world don´t 

surrounded of paperboard stars, i lost my ilusion of an Angel to come, raise me

and ask me to love him 

suddenly a lucky day i met you 

you came across my way 

now i believe the destiny

to have you 

for ever with me

but more luck is to love  you and you to feel the same 

suddenly a lucky day i met you 

you came across my way 

now i believe the destiny

to have you 

for ever with me

but more luck is to love  you and you to feel the same 

but more luck is to love  you and you to feel the same...

a stupid SAD smile on my lips... now im doing what i didnt do when i could...

 and you must be thinking...

LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEE!!! 

I should be studying, law history, reading Antigona of Sofocles,preparing my classes, watching nuremberg judgement movie

but my heart is not logical and my mind is off... 

im missing you...

pray for me to get healthy... then ill be at work  and college busy and wont bother you

someone asked me if you were that handsome or rich for me to be crying all the time

i replayed 

no, he is not that beautifull for the world... but for me...

is an Angel 

he doesnt need to smile 

because he is the happiness himslf

he is not covered of gold 

but he is made of gold 

and there is no way for me to stop crying 

if he is not with me

if  happiness is not with me

yes... you must be mocking on me and thinking 

as u did many times 

yes, cry... 

but i preffer that instead of feeling all this and die without telling you 

Piedelmundo...

                          

Convos...

Sometimes i´m out on the street, out of my reality

talking with you

having those long conversations... 

i imagine you smiling 

and replaying with your particular 

phrases...

then i come here to my space 

in the earth

then i realize 

i was just in a trip in my own mind...

today when the doctor put the patch on my eye 

i thot of u looking at me with this...

laughing out loud 

and i ran home to show you

then i reminded 

there is no more Alan for me 

no more laughters of us...

and i...

I am sorry i came in to your life to give you lots of bitterness 

but I am more sorry for me

I cant forget of your smile...

maybe one day you´ll find those things that makes me feed a stupid little hope 

but for now... 

let me tell you 

I love you 

and if one day 

u decide to say hi 

in a one, five , ten, or a million of years 

I´ll respond with a smile

because as my mom said... 

he found the love of his life

i did too... 

the difference

mine... is you!!

Piedelmundo...

Dreamed of you!!

I dreamed of You...

I was at work and I came out because I saw you standing out there

I tried to say hi 

but u were quiet and mad 

i saw my hand  alone and started to talk and  to apologize 

then after a couple of words my partner Kelly called me 

I had to go back to log in 

I started at her then continued watching you there 

I asked why youre so mad?

and why u were there if you are so mad at me?
but you didnt respond... 

i felt to cry 

and i got up... 

Piedelmundo... 

someone from somewhere

Convinced nobody read me 

i guess, feel and want  to say wathever is in my mind...

today i was in classes, my teacher went with a shirt peach color

i was thinking of you, as usual, and i think you would look so good and hot 

in a shirt like that...

Laws introduction, was the class of... is nice, i like but i come home so late

when i was coming in the bus i thot, i wanted to find you here as the reward 

after a work and studies day

mmmm... dreams have no charge!!!

then i thot of those oportunities you used to call me and talk to me till i fell asleep.. 

pieces of glory i enjoyed 

and now i just wish

as something that wont happen in this life or the next... 

so, no run to die

i wont have u after

 Tears are words that need to be written

Paulo Cohelo

then i have a lot to tell you everyday, 

every moment i realize i wont have you again

every hour i need your voice, your laugh, your smile...

every minute i see my face in the mirror and ask myself who stole my smile

and left me these tears that dont let me see the rain out?

who  owns those arms to hug and defreeze my heart

and let him continue beating??

yes, an Angel called Alan

An angel!!! 

someone who lives in my mind

and i wont touch never again....

Is not easy to cry because is sad and everybody ask stupid things... 

but is so easy to write

when your heart is bleeding 

words come 

in your case is not just inspiration 

of a insane mind 

is every minute i loved, love and will love you

because it was real

i dont even need to erase to find better words

all comes at once...like tears and with tears!! 

Piedelmundo