aaahhhhhh... Disappointed!!

Today... 
when my computer decided to shut off... ahahhahahah i really didn´t care... who i was talking with i didn´t care, took all my time to relax, watch a movie, turned on my laptop again, ran the antivirus, forgot about the ones i was talking with and when i was finally able to use the laptop again.. surprise surprise... hahhahahhahahahahh i got deleted and blocked... Really?? Really?? Oh come on... that person said he didn´t care about the impresion i could have about him bcz he is too confident with him slf... and he deleted and blocked me bcz i didnt add him to my fb rite away... well, (here i can say it...) ugly as beating ur mother, but  i was to add him to my fb anyways... hahahahahhahahah 

Ok but this is not about laughing of people who definitely have problems with their own mirror...
Is about being disappointed bcz how or why people can judge other people based on nothing... why not to wait??  why not to be clear from the beggining and stop wondering what are the intentions and lose a good friendship just because u made a big castle based on a night of conversation of nothing?? why not to talk, to ask, to find the correct information??

disappointed...
I have to admit... on that new page as the others... nothing good, the regular conversations are.. hi, oh ure so pretty... do u have skype?? and i respond hi... tnk u... eeehhhhmmm Yes but did u read what i have about skype on my profile?? 
then, either latins or europeans are the same   
Oh... mmm Good night
me- ok bye!! 

delete button for them, block button for me.... 
When i left Nala Semma i told him (just to hurt him) "No has perdido lo que nunca te ha pertenecido" "u dont lose what was never yours" 
and by the last experiences i can really tell sometimes things u think or other people think are bad for u and you may suffer... just give ur slf the chance to leave it and u will see how that thing that wasn´t urs u wont miss bcz having it hurts u more...
that´s the case for a long something... but for these guys... Do they really think i care about them deleting me?? i think i will change my profile and place something like... contact for a day... skype?? yes, if u want to see my smiling face,,,  hahahah i have a lot of fun with that people... and that really scare me, just hope i don´t get desperate to get a man as i did on 2013 xmass then i tried to build something with nothing, paid for nothing, and jumped to the destruction for someone who doesn´t  deserve a sight from a real woman... just hope God help and bless him and he stay very very very far from me...

missing my sweet Nala Semma made me lose my direction and got lost on that foggy and crazy day when i pushed my own to that mud... 








Disappointed... with my own... yes, yes,,, with me, with this Vivi... can´t believe how without thinking i can let some words to come out of me... nnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooo... 
now what?? that was already done... i´m wondering if i really missed him to write that... oh come on!!! i admit i missed his eyes and hands... but... 
Well let´s see what happen,,, i´m disappointed with my self bcz of that... very mad!! 
Meow.... 







Ok... This is not time for a movie but who cares...i´m not sleepy and actually have somedays Netflix resting... hahahhaha
Thts the only baby i really love bcz he really know how to please me!! 

Still disappointed with me and people....






Ahhhh... listening Enrique Iglesias: finally found you... let´s see who is the victim i dance that to... hehehhehehehhehehehe  Yes I´m, finally, back!! 


Piedelmundo!!!

Actions...

Now i was to place the pics but decided to erase a lot and leave whatever....

Well... 
I think after all... i have to write

 is very curious to see how things move in here... hahhaha I just wish... mmmm ok i didnt come to write about what i wish  i came to write about what i think!!

 Actions!! ... ???

sometimes we do some things without thinking, without knowing what are the consecunces...

now im losing that joy on writing... 

Just wish God give him all the happiness that makes him forget of my name same way i don´t want to know about him NEVER AGAIN

Trying to have an idea of why i started writing today, I can see December days,
 laughing with Jerry  and still miss Nala Semma 
 really didnt know what to think and told her about Jerry and right after, i got a call from my most recent ex-boyfriend Jerry... and here we go again on those days and actions 

everymoment, everyday, we move, we talk, we do things; if those are mistakes or not we don´t know we just have actions that will have consecuences and will leave remembrances in our minds... good or bad?? i don´t know 
but sometimes some others actions that we see as bad are the best for us and make us grow... make us open our arms to our future, make us dance again
life is not pink or blue... everyday comes with a different color... i had a 2013  gray year bcz of my lost, and a 2014 with different 

unfortunately some people just don´t have a mind to don´t be that desconsiderate and selfish and think about their actions... but our eyes never look inside of ourselves but to the others actions...
I´m sorry and at the same time fine without Jerry...

the actions after that indian people contacted me... crazy people,,, hahahha

Well... actions... every step, every word, every sight every move we do are actions that has consecuences
bad or good actions has always different meanings for the others and can result different for ourselves

mmmm 
the good about what i write... have no consecuences anymore, nobody read me, no body is affected with it... have no consecuences!!
or maybe yes... maybe one day i will come back and cry or laugh 

Piedelmundo!!!