My City...

I had to go to the city I`m from... Barranquilla!
I love my city and I recall when I was a little girl, I used to think I would never move away from there, but I did to a diferent country.., then I thought if I live in Colombia I would only live in Barranquilla... but things changed in my life and now I`m living in a diferent city...

I had to go to My City, because of certain important things I had to do there... and I got to be very excited when I was going, thinking about my friends, seeing the streets, see and enjoy the weather, the breeze... 

When I got there, I had my eyes very open trying to catch every image and every moment in my mind, I breathe deeply and felt that necesity of being there and never leave... 
I was feeling as when one see an EX and think... Oh Gosh, I like you so much, I need to be with you.... but after a while I faced some situations and thought to my self... Yes, now I remember the reason I left you... 

It doesn`t mean I don`t want to be there and if I have the chance to go back there I would say no, but that I saw the reality in front of me... and for an instant felt thankful of what I have Now...

I love my city and want to share with you some pictures of Barranquilla...

Please enjoy them and fall in love with My City!!

Some videos for you to enjoy... of course of  Barranquilla Singers!!

There are more singers from Barranquilla as Shakira, but this is enough for now...

get to know My City and fall in love with and amazing City called Barranquilla!!

Piedelmundo!!!

Some Bubblegum in My Blue Bubble

On this busy world where life is running and I`m trying to go at it`s pace... I try to live every moment as the last and enjoy it as there is no tomorrow...

Then I heard that commercial... "Hahahahaha" a deep laughter that fills the air and makes me nervous and excited... "Bubblegum... sweet, delicious,... Bubblegum... Juicy... Bubblegum"... I couldn`t stop laughing and feeling the chills on my back... that laughter, that voice...  but my life, and the time to run, to continue...

Feeling my breath leaving me... and my energy to zero, then in the air a noise, a voice... a laughter.... "hahhahahahha... bubblegum... Juicy" and my energy is up to 100% again... I close my eyes and try to imagine that face that owns that voice, that laughter that makes me feel nervous and excited, that takes my breath away and raise my energy again....

Bubblegum... Juicy... 

on my 40`s I hear it  and act like a girl... 
run to my room, jump on my bed smile and imagine that face...
that voice ... when I`m to die out of enery...

Get some Bubblegum in my blue bubble and smile!! 

Piedelmundo...

Life is too good to be true...

Sometimes we are  so focused on what happened in our past or too worried about what could happen next... then we lose that present moment...

These days I`m reading a book... Yes, another book, The Power Of Now!! 

I have noticed this book is to be read slowly and meditating every word, is not like those books we read and leave, then I`m reading it very slow and trying to absorb every part... but what I have noticed is that I was on that mood from before... why to worry so much about the future? what will happen, will happen if I worry or not, then I better enjoy what I have now and live with a positive mind, sometimes we give for granted certain things but it is only necesary a little second for everything to change then, we should not give anything for granted, even if its good or bad...

Now I`m enjoying the fact of writing a couple of letters to a friend without expecting anythig back, I enjoy sending nice voice notes to another friend, watching what is around me when I`m out or even if I`m in the office or in my room... I look around, enjoy and feel greatful of what I have... If I have to cry I let my tears fall, and  might think ¿why? but I know they are teaching me how to appreciate a smile and have wider smiles and loud laughters when I have them.

Got a ride on a motorcycle, the traffic was terrible and I got nervous, turned the mind on for a couple of minutes thinking what if... then I decided to enjoy the moment, enjoy the ride...

After some days, having,  some, non positive situations, today I broke one of my  tooth, I cried bcz I don`t like the idea of having my teeth not looking good, then, still crying, I thought... at least it happened today when I`m going to see my dentist, I was very nervous about but when my dentist saw me he had that big bright smile and gave me a nice greeting, heard me,  treated me as I was his daughter, laughted at me being nervous and made me feel good again, I went back to my office with my teeth fixed and a crooked smile bcz of the anesthesia... I had a busy day, going everywhere to get things done ASAP, and after all I was coming home very tired thinking about what to eat... then I feel my phone ringing and that notification that made me jump on my toes and smile of happiness were there... Heee... after that those little naps and more smiles for me...

Life is too good to be true... since I decided to enjoy the present moment, every nap, I`m living!!

Happiness doesn`t mean to don`t be able to cry or have hard times... 
Happiness comes in little bites 
Happiness is to live and enjoy the present moment!!


Piedelmundo!! 

Taking naps...

To take a nap is to go to sleep and let the life pass while you decide to close your eyes to the reality... or is how I see it... I hate to take naps or I did... I know I used to do it but it was because I wanted to let the life and time pass hoping to see a different reality when I open my eyes after the nap... but the reality was even worst, then I thought... Ok at least I had the chance to scape from this for a couple of minutes...

Sorry is the truth... I didnt like to take naps... I did it to scape! 

Now days I`m getting up at 5 am then exercising, go to work on a busy environment where I don`t have a minute to rest, then come back, exercise more, prepare for the next day, try to read... make a little of social life and try to go to bed early enough to rest... I take little naps when my body is not able to continue... let the meditation to be longer and take a nap then... is crazy, I`m tired then I take those little naps...

And I love them... I love my naps!! 

Living a dream on a present moment, I didn`t want to wake up, I wanted to continue dreaming, laughing and enjoying the sweet flavor of whatever I was having... 

But as I called the situation... It was a dream... not thinking about the reality or the future, just the moment of being able to laugh and enjoy what was in my hands... 

A dream that had me smiling and dancing all over the place..ç
the sounds of music 
the breeze playing with my hair
a kiss waiting 
a hug 
and that endless laugh...

a dream that got tired of being a dream... 
then, the waking up
now... facing the truth
all the silence around
the white walls 
where is not a word 
bcz it was a dream...

Now I`m taking naps 
when some music comes 
naps that make me smile
once in a while...

Piedelmundo!!!

Don`t Wake Me Up...

What if one day from somewhere a sound comes
and it is an amusing sound
that makes you fall in the most pleasant dream 
where life is perfect and the moments are those slow blue bubbles jumping all over
where the smiles are the language and tears come bcz of laughing...

Don`t wake me up, not yet...
wait till the last moment when the alarm has to go off
wait till the reality shows the inminent time to stop dreaming

but while that happen...
Dont wake me up
let me smile
let me laugh
let me live this dream 
that my reality is so cruel 

Don`t wake me up... no yet!!

Piedelmundo...

Ninguno de los anteriores...

Hace algunos dias recibi una pregunta que rezaba "Y buscas activamente un novio?" ante tal pregunta me quede perpleja y mi pregunta a mi misma fue.... (esa mala costumbre que tengo de analizar y contestar con otra pregunta) y como seria si estuviese buscandolo pasivamente??, la cuestion es que fue la respuesta que plasme... pero no es de lo que vine a hablar, sino de la situaciòn creada en mi enmarañada mente...

Activamente buscando novio... eehhhmmm sera buscarlo de manera activa, entrar a una pagina de citas, contactar personas que estan lejos y que seguramente jamas vere en persona y crear, (por asi decirlo) un vinculo regular... si eso es buscarlo activamente pues,,, Si me encuentro buscandolo activamente

Despues de analizar la reflexion anterior, que fue sacada de mi conversaciòn conmigo me dedique a analizar los vinculos...a ver... 

Un rato de agradable escritura y mayor conocimiento con la certeza de que no me interesa nada mas de ese ser desde que me di cuenta que no es mas que un mentiroso que no es capaz de mostrar su rostro tal cual es...mmmhhhh yo diria que no...

El rechazado anterior que me hace sentir como vaca de feria pero que me hace reir de a ratos con cada ocurrencia, balbuceando español y haciendo caras... eehhhmmm siguiente...

Un par de lineas reportando un estado de salud... un poco de amabilidad y los mejores deseos hasta la siguiente vez... hahhaha... 

Un chorro de desaparecidos traidos de todas partes del mundo y un idioma en comùn... haaa.

Y hasta ese dulce sueño, que no se quiere dar cuenta o no quiere aceptar su pertenencia a la mujer a  

quien dejo... dulce trozo de caramelo blanco, nuevo soltero... aaayyyyy....

Y ni para que sigo enumerando...

Activamente?? si claro... tan activamente que ya se como sera esa terraza donde me siente sola a disfrutar de mis amaneceres y atardeceres, matando yo misma mis insectos y hasta mi entrenamiento corporal lo voy diseñando para cargar mis propias bolsas sin extrañar la ayuda de mas nadie... 

Activamente... si claro!! tan activamente que puedo decir abiertamente NINGUNO DE LOS ANTERIORES...  no tengo tiempo para los dramas ajenos, no me quiero sentir como una vaca en venta, Y muy desgraciadamente los sueños... sueños son!!

Asi que ACTIVAMENTE  se las dejo ahi...

Piedelmundo!!

Everybody Lies

After being hurted by a couple of big liars...  the second worst than the first... I think twice every move I`m going to do and watch closely on every word and every move... 

Is not that I`m living in the past or that I`m full of bitter but that I don`t want any more lies in my life... I can get along with people that has problems, that is not that good looking, that is old or young... I don`t have problems with that type of things... but what I can`t stand are LIES! 

What I always say is.. pls I`m begging U, don`t lie to me bcz those lies will hurt U more that me... 

But I`m totally convinced, Everybody Lies...

As Everybody knows I`m divorced, on my 40`s, I have a Job, I`m studying and I`m looking for someone that will be the one who I want and choose to share coffee every morning and every afternoon in the terrace of my house, he has good, intelligent conversation, times of laughter, a positive mind, kill cockroaches and always has a kiss ready for me... then I`m on a dating site trying to find him, Hope is the last thing to lose, I get some likes and some messages... 

I check on those profiles and there I start finding the lies.... 

If you are 50, a picture of a 19 year old kid wont help you... or yes... but is a lie bcz who see you is interested on that 19 year old kid not the 50 old man who is hiding his reality...

Yes, people should get attracted to what is inside of someone, who that person is not how the person looks but if you don`t show yourself at least in the couple of days after meeting someone, and keep showing who u were but how u look now... is a big lie that will end in a breaking, not because of your reality but bcz of the LIE! 
if you lie on how you look, your age, your weight, your status... then what is left? 

Unfortunatelly: 

                                           EVERYBODY LIES

Ok... I`m silently leaving this here ...

Piedelmundo!!