I was drinking my coffee thinking of you
opened my laptop to inform you about my sadness
and i got the wistle from my phone
i thot... ok i´ll see who is bothering
is not who i want to txt or call me...
so...
then i realized i just bothered you for the day
but i still have this feeling inside of me
because i did last nite for my self
i have to admit i was expecting you to at least say hi
then when i opened my eyes today
after i went back on my sent messages (last nite)
i reminded
everytime time i told you to finish the relationship
after a couple of days
when u called me i replayed and we continued
because your pain, your laugh, your love
was mine
and i felt the same for you
and couldnt live without
no, all those feelings were nothing to be capable to live with
all those feeling were my life
NO, im NOT asking for you to come back to me as nothing happened
i was just asking for at least say hi or stop bothering you...
just to remind you, Im not Paulette
and i didnt cheat on you
i told you to finish the relationship because i wanted to have you
but you were to buy the airline...
then i realized
i can go there and cry at your feet
and you would cont walking
because my pain is not your pain
I´m crying
and you dont care
Im thinking of you
but you´re away
I wish i can stop writing to you
but i cant stop loving you
cant stop crying
cant stop thinking of you
you´re not an inspiration for
a poem
you´re my inspiration for life
you were my inspiration to raise a family
but now you´re my inspiration
to cry...
I have to get over this...
i know i must
but for now...
i cant tell when...
and i will cont writing as i feel sorrow!!
P/s: I LOVE U AND I WILL 4 EVER!!